This ONE goes out

to the ONE I love...



She and they do not comprehend the harm

they have

attempted without considering the

consequences.

How can I ever truly possibly forgive?

How could they have been so dead set about

destroying me and

everything I have worked so very hard for, even

now

this moment.

I will never be suckered into those types of

situations

ever again.

Their Psychic attacks have been relentless

through the years.

They are helping in the assisted suicide of my

ego...

Beautifully deceptive and piercing...

she and they still have many

calculated

destructive thought waves...

Designed to overpower and completely

destroy...

I must let go and just BE

and send continuously powerful waves of

compassion and love in all dimensions..

without fear...

until my ego death is complete...

the goal of all the enlightened...

Illusion is the wisest and greatest teacher.

If they could only see what I see and have seen..

they would of continuously loved me..

and attempted no harm

The I in them is the same as the I in me.

and yet the unenlightened may never

attempt to

comprehend the true causes of suffering...

and yet still

I love her more deeply than she will

ever possibly know...

Sue Kaden said...

Like Emerson way back they lifted my spirits and connected me to you again

it still feels like a miracle to me that your emails can change my energy

I have to force myself not to write poetry again and get on with this other
stuff . . but I want to lie on a beach with you instead and taste the salt

and so I will in a few days with you in spirit

so grateful you still care enough
and that you are feeling really well again


words cannot express what grows and goes between us still


it is some kind of magic . .


I feel like throwing a bottle of these poems into the ocean where I know
the current will take it far away and ride with

the dolphins and whales
and glimpse the albatross on its way . .

conductors of love's symphony

I am magic now...

I rise oh precious mornings

with sweet surrender

to once again pour forth my joy

my love my passion

knowing

I may crash again once again

I feel the taste of salty waters

as I rest

the sun on my back again I rest

She washes over me healing me healing my body again once again

Her love for me is strong

it raises my weary heart

She heals me

I feel Her heal me and I rise again

I am here

yours

I venture out stronger in my brokenness

and wiser each day

wiser each day more I hear Her voice inside me now

She lives inside my very muscles

my feathers flicker with Her

In some ways I am magic now

my brokenness is almost left behind

She has taken it and given me flight

and I am magic now

wonder and awe

a creature deeply human and deeply

Hers.

Hi Sue Kaden,

Very Very Beautiful

Love You Always and Forever More

Ken

From: Susan Kaden

To: Sacred Connections
Sent: Tuesday, June 12, 2007 1:31 AM

Subject: the light

" In your light I learn how to love.

In your beauty, how to make poems.

You dance inside my chest,

where no one sees you,

but sometimes I do,

and that sight becomes this art.

"May you see with the light that sees you!

by the 13th century Sufi mystic Rumi

From: Susan Kaden

To: Sacred Connections
Sent: Thursday, June 07, 2007 11:30 PM

this is for publication for Noble House - New York
my poem

On Wings of Time

My Love,
if there is a beginning
and if there could be a time . .
for you . .

who unwrapped my heart my soul
laid them to bare for all to share
while it appeared something of a mystery
no shame no blame do I bear
for this life seemed not my own

held captive by my own despair

wrapped up in so many worldly things
for now . .

if only I had wings
I would be like them
seemingly adrift above all things

dragonflies . .

can only live in paradise

I'm told
where a special kind of light reflects . .

and mirrors
and nothing can grow old
for every moment matters
and all things become a one
as colors split and arc the sky
where heaven n earth emit
a radiance so sublime
and celebrate that what we can't deny
for love alone
does hold the key
but we have had to dwell in silence
you and I
long enough for

love to see


by Susan Kaden

Dear Susan,

It's like you can see directly into my soul and have caused me to have insights I haven't realized about myself before. .

In the arms of the angel fly away from here...

Love Ken


----- Original Message -----
From: Susan Kaden
To: Sacred Connections
Sent: Friday, March 30, 2007 9:38 PM
Subject: Re: dreaming
Dear Ken,

some site said we dream so that we don't burn up . .

another said it is God's way of telling us something because we don't see it
in the daylight

Dreaming about people can be something you wish to emulate or incorporate
into your own personality. It may be telling your subconscious to be more
open-minded accept this as part of your own personality
- mirroring something back to you

A redhead can symbolise spontaneity and vitality. If a woman . . temptation and
guilt. If you know her may symbolize concerns and feelings you have about her.
Devilish is not all that bad but may be a person who is lively, playful
and daring. Can be about issues of morality it says and time to
release these feelings . .

If others are smiling you may be pleased with something. You will be
rewarded for the good things you've done for others. Or you may be
seeking for something or someone that will make you happy.

To dream that someone disappears before your eyes signifies anxiety and
insecurities that they may disappear or what they represent . . out of your life
You may feel you can't depend on that someone and you feel alone and
inadequate. Alternatively that you have not given enough attention to that
person or yourself.

The door is closed suggests it is not possible to open an opportunity being
denied and not available or about being closed off or that you are hesitant in
letting others in or revealing your feelings. Indicates some fear and relates
to self-worth. The door can symbolize obstacles and boundaries. You may
be accustomed to your old habits and fear change. The fact that you are
inside the room with the door shut can suggest you are ashamed in
acknowledging your connections.

To dream that you are in pain signifies that you are being too hard on yourself
with regard to a situation that was out of your control. It may be a true
reflection of real pain that exists.

Sacred Connections wrote:

Dear Susan,

Stud muffin is doing a lot better now and starting to put on some weight. He has had an intestinal problem.
I think that the camera flash caused him to look scared but it could of been his sickness also.

I stopped taking the celebrex and I think that is what my dad died a few years ago most likely of a heavy dose
of that medication. He was really old and it was his time to go but still a surprise. Yes if I wasn't doing aerobics
so much I probably would take it at all. I used to take Bextra long term with no seeming problems.

It's great the girls are having fun in the water like that.

I just had what felt like an ominous dream of a beautiful red haired woman

smiling at me in a devilish way

and a
very painful emotion came over me

as she then disappeared through a wall of a door.

Not sure what that means.

I'm going to look up dream interpretations online...

Love Ken

----- Original Message -----
From: Sacred Connections
To: Susan Kaden

Sent: Friday, February 16, 2007 10:42 PM
Subject: Re: hearts

Another tribe another time...

another Universe... spiritually inseparable...

we are traveling the universal journey to return to the center and then the "other side" of our galaxy's

beloved black hole...

love in action traveling at 300km per second to someday reach...

a new reality...

where there is nothing to kill or die for ...

no smog... no need for work... no need for motor vehicles...

where gravity's power is conquered...

and love's desire takes you to love's fire floating high above ...

to houses made of love in mountainous forests by waterfalls ...

overlooking the white sanded shores where dolphins rule..

through never ending countless fields of tall beautiful flowers...

enveloping US...

a unified energy force of power and love...

too powerful to ever to be separated...

where present, past, and future meld together...

into eternity...

My Love . .

----- Original Message -----
From: Susan Kaden

To: Sacred Connections
Sent: Thursday, February 08, 2007 8:47 PM

Subject: hearts

No man

no matter how tall . . how rich . . . how bold . . .

how romantic

who appears to have everything any woman desires

has touched my heart so intimately

as connecting with you did

My love . . .

yet we are not free either of us

and lately when in China

while meditating on mountains and horses

I sensed you were from another tribe

there was a fence between them and us

both going in different directions

. . later, again we met on a plateau covered in tall flowers

this was another age another time